i feel like im in an ocean.


:/

okay i moved AGAIN!yay woopde fucking du.
the kids down the road are friends with my friends ex girlfriend and she totally hates me.
so noone likes me.
yayy!
i've decided im gonna do my schoolwork so i can drive.
not to happy about the work though.

i wish i could just drop out.


the my friggin supposed best friend she only hangs out with her new best friend.

yayyy.

she never wants to come see me.
on my fucking birthday she drove by to get her sister and had one of our friends with her she got down in the floor so we couldnt see her. [we could]

does the world relize yet that i have fucking feelings?!

so im sitting here.
chewing gum and swallowing it ^_^
i hate this world.
so friggin much. PLUS ! my riggin mom wont let me go walking bymyself . even if i take the damn dogs.
she thinks some old dude is gonna kidnap an ugly fat kid.

i need hot tea now -_-.